FUCK FACEBOOK (because I know you all want to)

FUCK FACEBOOK

Have you ever been in the mood to say eff you to the world on Facebook? I’m not saying “eff” you to anyone. Just because I hate the world right now doesn’t mean that I am definitively saying “eff” your I am just inquiring as to your interest in saying fuck you to the world while on the internet and engaging in artificial communication on the phenomenon called Facebook.

I’m not passively saying eff you to the world I am just impassively saying that I may or may not aggressively distain everyone I know on Facebook. Not because I particularly hate anyone I know but that I impaticularly (this is a made up word) may or mat not be repulsed by everyone that is currently living and a few individuals that are not living. This is not to say that I am saying Fuck the world or anything I am just reverting to a confusing way of expressing my loathing for the living organisms that utilize Facebook to engage in artificial interaction whist using the a CPU or other electronic device that is also utilized to pretend to experience an emotional connection.

I could postulate that I infact do not actually distain or loathe the actual persons behind the profile on Facebook but that artifices that represent the actual persons or the persona of individuals on Facebook are socially dissatisfactory to my emotional and social needs. This is not meant in anyway to offend the persons on Facebook but to unemotionally express my sentiments and dissatisfaction on the subject of the FUCKING FAKE PHENOMON CALLED FACEBOOK!!! !

The Dynamic Illusion and Veracity of Death

When discussing my sister's death my friend often reminds me of the law of conservation of energy which states, "energy cannot be created nor destroyed." The thoughts that we have in our minds are an actual beam or electrical current of energy. Science learned long ago that sound travels into outer space indefinitely and that if you go deep enough into space you could listen to the dinosaurs. Can't the thoughts that we have also have real physical tangibility, because they are an actual form of energy? Can't the individual thoughts accumulate to be perceived as the whole of our consciousness? If our consciousness is the accumulation of all our thoughts then that energy in theory cannot be destroyed. What I'm proposing is that our consciousness will continue to exist throughout the eternities just as the words we speak do. I see our thoughts as little waves of light that compile to make our "soul." Perhaps the notion of a soul is just a mythological or magical way of perceiving the scientific truth of what our consciousness truly is..... eternal, indefinite, infinite, alive. In this way you can see how death is so real and yet if energy cannot be created nor destroyed then the energy of our thoughts, our soul, our consciousness was also not created or destroyed. Through this you can see the illusion of death. Along with this post on death I wanted to share a poem that I wrote about my experiences with my dear sister's death.

POST GRACIA

Here alone I sit,

Yet this isolation is just a fit of regret.

Here alone I fear,

            But my fear affords only an occasional tear.

Here alone I want,

            But we both know that escape is just a taunt.

Here alone I cry,

            Because you have and tortuously can’t ever die.

Here alone I ache,

            And my love for you can now only ever take.

Here alone I feel,

            Your presence, your occupation so real.

Here alone I see,

            My pain is all that you can ever be.

Here alone with me,

            I can’t say goodbye, I can’t let you flee.

Here alone I die,

            Every breath is one breath closer, and yet you fie.

Here alone I be,

            You and me.